dear dana,
i am entirely hopeless when it comes to boys. i think eli should be enlisted to make my decisions for me. because now i have to crush a poor 13 year old boys hope that he has a chance with me, when i should have done it yesterday.
but yesterday....was probably the craziest day i've ever had. just think: 15 teenagers+cobbs hill+truth or dare. truth or dare then turned into the nervous game as we went from cobbs hill to sophie's house. and then as people trickled away, it turned into spin the bottle when it was just the last few people, the ones who are all good friends anyway so it didn't matter.
but this resulted in: me kissing 5 people, danny backing it up on a pillar, josh taking off his clothes and running around the backyard, and a jogging lady watching alfred(i think, i can't remember who it was) hump a pillar.
it was one of those truly epic days that barely ever comes around. and after the events that followed the DAY, (aka me having to talk to danny, and eli yelling at me "YOU SAW SHAMELL IN HIS UNDERWEAR?!...was he big?" and discussing what it was like kissing multiple people with sophie) today my head is spinning like you have no idea.
how was your weekend?

-caty

p.s. i don't think you know who josh is, but he goes to east and he's this tank-ish puerto rican kid, and he is adorable.
p.p.s. you don't know who alfred is either. neither did i until yesterday when i met him and gave him a hickey. which became "this is a nice way to get to know eachother."
p.p.p.s. incase you are wondering who i kissed: danny, steve, sophie, sara, shamell.

dear caty,
this family and mine back at home is a bit different. this one gets along for the most part. kelly and my dad or kelly and lisa argue sometimes but the mother and father get along like always. at my house nobody gets along at all! i get along with nobody. eric gets along with nobody. oh joy gets along with nobody. its just a hate hate hate hate situation.
school school school. i am so not excited to be out of uniforms. i am but im not. im not because this way people can make fun of what you wear if you dont wear the right stuff. im thinking ill look better in my clothes then a uniform but still. and yeah im trying to not think about school and just go places and stay up as late as possible and do stuff. for me its just that 9th grade was sooo perfect! i know thats hard to believe cuz of all the drama i had but it was amazing and i wouldnt have had it any other way! and theres no way that 10th grade will be as good as 9th. so im worried.
my "crew" of the summer basically consists of me, mel, eric, and will. not the best crew ever. they are fun sometimes. but comon now eric!? so if im not with them its just me and zoe. just the two of us. and i like that. i like when theres just 2 people more then anything! when its just you and me we get a long great! if its 3 or 4 of us someone always feels a bit left out.
well thats all for now i guesss. im gonna go watch hannah montana now. b-t-dubbs my legs are maddd smooth!

dear dana,

sounds like you've been busy too. but you have a mom(susan) a dad (oh joy) and a sister (eric....oh, torched.) at home too. i'm trying to spend tonight adjusting to living back at my mom's house. but i have no bed, no pillows and it smells like cat and sweat upstairs so it's not a huge success really.

i'm soooo not ready for school either. everyone i know is trying to keep themselves booked and cram as much as they can into the last few days of the summer. sunday there's this hacky sack thing at cobbs hill and tuesday i think everyone's going to javas. i'm trying not to think about school at all except for what i'm wearing. speaking of which, you're finally out of uniforms! are you atleast excited about that if not the whole "school" thing?

and i agree we shouldn't get jealous of everyone elses friends. cuz we've all got our crews and our other besties, but we're still a trio. i'm just now starting to trust the tramps, besides sophie and steve who know everything about me. last night was the first time i opened up to any of them, because i told danny about me and sophie going to a party when i was in 8th grade, and i told shamell straightforward that i like him.

you're right that danny's too young for me and shamell would be better. but shamell's 18 and impossible for me to figure out, so i think i might just call it off with danny and not pursue anything with shamell and wait for someone better than either of them to come and sweep me off my feet. ugh, boys >.<

-catyyy

dear caty,
sounds like you've been busy. i was thinking about getting jealous since we're friends again and you are like always with the "tramps" but then i was like wait, caty has her east friends, i have my wilson friends, and jess has her NS friends. and we can all still be besties and stuff. we just have our other little groups too. ok so it all worked out.
your dilema with danny sounds... idk, interesting i guess? well trust me on one thing... younger boys are not that great. so i think its better to go with shamell. haha you guys could like have a secret relationship! not have anyone know except you two. and some of your close friends of course, like me!
i've been at my daddys house for the past week. i like it here better then at home, shocker right? well jess is off in rhode island for college so its just kelly in the house. its nice. i have a mom, dad, and sister. erics not here b-t-dubbs. so basically lia wanted me and kelly to bond so she was all "give eachother m,akeovers or something!" so we did that the first night. it was a little awkward but we got past that. we've stayed up till 2am watching movies every night.
wednesday i went home because lauren was coming over so i thought i should be there to see her and stuff. i was wrong. she ignores me for eric first of all and second thursday morning she and eric left at like 8:30am to go to ali's house. ali is one of erics friends! and lauren went too. so i was like fuck it and i slept over at mel's house. then when they got home i found out they got on my facebook from laurens phone and put as my status "at mels house giving her a hickey." and stuff and like lauren was laughing from it im like wtf?! thats not fucking funny. and so laurens bday party is next friday and i so dont want to go. first of all erics gonna get like everyones attention and second i wont know anyone else there so whats the point. so im gonna try to not go.
anyways i came back to my daddys house thursday and the whole little family played monopoly. it was soo much fun. my dad was like ruling and im like fuck youu! so i had a lot of money so i put houses on all my properties and i won :] and then me and kelly watched a movie haha. and today (friday) me, my dad, and kelly went to stony brook. we walked in the creek and got face to face with 3 water falls. and we got soaked. so then we came home after being in freezng water for like 4 hours and we had pizza and took showers and were gonna play some game and then watch the hannah montana movie! im going back home sunday night. i dont want to. i kinda just wanna live here. school starts wednesday and im soo not ready for that. >.<
anywho thats my life in the past week... kinda. :] so you should take the bus to my house after school one of these days! itll be funn. since im not allowed at your house >.<
kaybyee :] <3
ihyyy!

dear dana,
i shall recap the last 3 days for you now. on tuesday i slept over at sophie's house. i tried to take a bus there but the bus wouldn't come so gpa ended up driving me. we went to wilson farms, bought bottled water, junior mints, starbursts and twisted cheetos. we ate all of it on the church steps between the two of us and then that night we watched garden state and it was beautiful. you should watch it if you haven't before.
on wednesday, we were supposed to have a tramp day. but shamell couldn't come and jeff was off playing dodgeball. so it was just me, sophie, sterling, danny and steve. we have about 3 billion pictures from it.
yesterday[thursday] we had ALL of the tramps over. jeff showed us all a new game. you spin around until you're really dizzy and then jump up on the trampoline and try to jump. it all worked out fine, until i tried once and slammed my hip on the frame of the trampoline and fell back down into the grass with my head spinning and started screaming. i won't lie, it was funny as hell. we played truth or dare and i made steve show sterling his penis. and then sophie dared me and danny to make out for one minute. her older brother filmed it from upstairs and started laughing at us. but, the bad thing was after i kissed him i realized this: a) i felt nothing. and b) i kissed the wrong boy. so there's a fun little dillema that i shall continue in a second. but anyways, mr. j brought out apricots and was offering them to everyone. and shamell, sterling and jeff were huddled together across the yard from him watching a video and he goes "if any of you want one just turn around and i'll throw it in your mouth." so jeff turns, he throws it and from 15 feet away....jeff caught an apricot in his mouth. it was the most epic amazing thing ever.
okay, now for the dillema. you see, i like danny. and danny likes me and everyone knows it. but i also like shamell. and nobody knows that. but me and shamell have been arguing nonstop about stuff and last night i told him "look, i'm sorry for being so persistent but the thing is...i like you. and i have a habit of falling for the wrong people so i'm just trying to figure you out." and he told me he liked me too. which complicates things further. oh, and danny told steve and sophie that he's planning on asking me out soon. so i have to break the news to him before he asks me out. so yeah....that's what's happened the last few days. how are you?

-caty