dear caty,
its new years! and im at your houseee. and my birthday is in 25 days! arent you excited for meee? im gonna be sixteen! "dana! hes sixteen!!" lmao fun stuff. anywho im sorry for not responding to your letter for so long but oh wells. how was your christmas? mine was greatt. except i got maddd ugly bags from my gramma. I HATE YOU! anywho... you're a jerkkkkkk :p and you're a horrible bestie cuz you just called me ugly!! meany pants. thank you. lmao anywhoooooooo..... jessica disappeared. you left me down here to go find jessica and steve is being a creeper. hes totally a creeper. lmao i totally didnt just lmao but whatevs. steve came and sat next to me and was all "im gonna read over your shoulder now. can i press a button?" *presses button* hahah but now the two boys are sitting on the couch. yeehh moneyy. hehe anywhooo last night was really fun. the most funest new years so far. even though we fought earlier we got over it cuz we're besties and thats what besties do. and the boys just said "caty fell in too!" idk what they were talking about though. ya know i never pictured you and steve together before, but you two make so much sense together. like it just seems like you two were meant to be. haha "that sounds an awful lot like moaning." - steve. boys are amusing lmao. once again i didnt just lmao. i kinda wanna go looking for you and jess but i dont really feel like getting up. so ill just wait for you to come back down. this is kinda a pointless letter. so yeah im done now lol. byee :]

-dana

dear dana,
it's good that you're standing up to yucky people like khang when they make fun of you!...especially khang. speaking of which, is he dating mac-truck-nose tiffany? cuz that's gross if they're dating.
i wonder why zoe's your bestfriend sometimes. she's such a bitch. and not the same way i'm a bitch. i'm a bitch in the good way that usually i'm a bitch WITH you, not TO you....usually. :D
i'm sorry you've been sad, and confused. just know that I love you, and that's all that matters. right? i think i've been kinda confused too. but i'm giving it some time to pass incase it's like, pms or something lmao. most of my confusion comes from steve, cuz i don't really trust him. he has a history of just being a flirt and liking other girls while he has a girlfriend, and sometimes it makes me feel like i'm dealing with dillon all over again. and as you can probably imagine, i hate that. i know this probably isn't a good reason to get upset, but i haven't seen him since wednesday, and he said he was gonna try to come over last night, but then said his dad wouldn't drive him. then he was gonna walk to sophie's house to hang out with her, but his dad gave him a ride over THERE. it's probably stupid that when he told me that i almost started crying. that's just a move dillon would pull so that he could avoid seeing me, ya know?
but anyway, back to you. lol. i hope you feel better soon, or the feeling of saddd passes. cuz zoe's not worth getting sad over. and neither is chandler. like, at all. >.<
and next weekend, i'm free sunday probably. but friday and saturday, i'm not. me and jess are trying to set up a christmas thing for the three of us on the 23rd, cuz jess doesn't get out of school till then. do you think you'd be free to do that?

-catyyyy

dear caty,
we totally should make "team dana" shirts hahah thatd be so awesome. and im getting sick and tired of people making fun of me. like im done with it. like in lunch today khang was just saying all this shit about me and normally id laugh about it and be like yeah whatever but i got mad. so i just stopped talking. and he was all "danaaa! im sorrrry. danaaa smileee" haha khang loves me :] but yeah he pissed me off. and on the bus zoe and hakiere were talking about me and shit and im like wtf. and hakiere said "something something cuz your voice is annoying." im like well get the hell over it this is my voice i cant change it. and they were just like pissing me off and stuff. and zoe is ALWAYS saying stuff about me. most of the time shes joking but it still hurts.
and i dont understand my life at all. like im always happy but right now im hurting on the inside and im not sure why and i just feel like crying. im not sure if its because of chandler or because of zoe and stuff or if im just stressed about school or something. idk. all i know is i feel like crying and whenever i lay in bed about to go to sleep i feel really sad. and this makes me sound soo depressing and its weird cuz like its just when im alone i guess. like when im with people im all happy and stuff but as soon as im not i get all sad and hurt.
anywho craig or howevs you spelled his name lmao yeah he sounds like a jerk right now. i feel bad for danny. i love him! lol hes so little and adorable. and he totally liked the idea of my dream with the whole light saber fight in vas thing. and yeah i hate when people say stuff like "oh they're too busy shoving their tongue down their gf/bfs throat." its like stfu and thats not all bfs and gfs do.
and yeah i think the pool party in the middle of the winter thing sounds awesome. haha
i think next weekend we should have a sleepover if you arent busyy.

-danaa

dear dana,

wow, zoe is such a bitch. if i were you i really would punch her in the face and get her to try and fight me, cuz she's weaker than a hobo who hasn't eaten in 4 weeks. and you know what dana?! i'm on YOUR team! we'll make shirts with your face and everything that say "team dana." and then make buttons that say "zoe sucks." and i'll turn it into a huge city-wide campaign and show her how it feels. okay? :D

a pool party sounds very fun. that's something i'd actually participate in instead of *blechhhh* manicures and pedicures. >.<

i don't really have much to update on, except that craig(i just realized that HE'S the one you didn't know on tuesday. the weird one.) is being a total asshole. he was complaining about me to sophie about how "steve couldn't play pool cuz he was too busy with his girlfriend's tongue down his esophagus" when while they were playing pool, i was hanging out with danny and barely paying attention to steve at all, let alone making out with him. and then there's this picture that they positioned perfectly while nicole was harrassing danny, to make it look like he was groping her boobs. and craig took it off of sophie's camera and posted it on facebook, tagging a bunch of people so that everyone would see it and pick on danny about it. so that's bothering me alot. and that's todays drama.

-catyyyy

dear caty,
i think i told you everything about chandler yesterday when i saw you. anywho my week doesnt have anything exciting about it... it never does. i just do whatever whenever something comes up. i dont really plan anything. like yesterday i went to see you and then went to zoes house. i didnt plan any of that.
so anyways this morning me and zoe were at the bus stop. and i dont remember what was happening but zoe slapped me in the face... so i was hitting her like in a playful way. and i kicked snow at her. and i ran a few feet away so she couldnt do it back. then her brother was there and i went over to him and said he was my new bestie. so hakiere came and she said he was on her team. im like team wtf?! so anyways then we were on the bus and me and zoe were like trash talking eachother as a joke but then she stopped and hakiere started. and then we went into school and shes telling everyone to be on her team. so now like all of the freshmen and some others are "team zoe" or "team dana" and most of them are team zoe. so zoes making it seem all like "haha people like me better then you!" and shes always like that. she really thinks shes soo much better then me. personally i like myself a lot better then her lol. but yeah so shes like being all serious trying to make people on her "team" so in lunch i was like ok this is lame im done. my team consists of dana and only dana. everyone else is either on zoes team or not on a team. cuz also a bunch of people were all oh im making my own team! like umm you cant make your own team these arent even like teams. and it turned into this huge thing and i think its so stupid. so yeah i guess thats todays "drama"
so my birthday is coming up in about a month and a half. something me and my mom have considered for my party is getting a hotel room for a night and like having a pool hotel party thing. sound fun? i think it would be. but we have to see how much it costs. and im not sure if im going to love my birthday this year. i love being in school on my birthday. like a full day of school with classes. but this year my birthday is the first day of midterms. so we'll be in school for a total of about 2-3 hours. and some peopole wont even be here. i like getting attention and i guess thats why i like having my birthday in school. last year my birthday was soo much fun in school. and i dont think this year will be as good. then again... everything was amazing last year. this year just isnt as good as last year.
hmmm i guess thats all for nowww. if i have any updates ill be sure to let you know. :]
ihy<3

dear danerz,

how are you and chandler gonna be fwb's when you never madeout to begin with? and are you gonna keep that other thing going? either way, i'm very proud of you for not putting up with him being a whiny baby, and for taking control of him. :D

i'm very glad we're friends again cuz it gives me someone to discuss everything with finally! yayyyy. and i love our sleepovers, especially when layne's there trying to have sexy time with you. it makes me giggle furiously.

so, right now it's 7:15 on tuesday. my alarm didn't go off so i woke up too late to catch my bus. i could get a late one right now, but i really would rather miss second period so i'm leaving at nine. you can tell i take school so seriously, right? you'd try missing second period too if you'd met my stupid teacher. she barely even speaks english.

this week i'm kind of busy. which is usually a good thing, but since it's the start of the marking period, if i wear myself out, i'll get sick. (sidenote: my teachers are so right about me running sentences. >.<) it happened last marking period, and the first marking period when i got really really sick and didn't recover fully for weeks. the worst part is that danny's sick, so i have to stay away from him for fear of getting sick from him.

so my week is going to go as follows:

today: come home for once and do my practical crap. like my laundrey, and cleaning my room and whatnot.

tomorrow: spend quality time with steve. (sidenote: i've been thinking alot about it, and i think i might be just a little bit in love with him. which usually sounds bad this soon, but since we have been friends for so long, it makes sense.)

thursday: tutoring sophie in algebra, cuz she failed it last marking period and i have a steady 98.

friday: hanging out with autumn for some time, and then chris correa's birthday party if they ever find a place to host it.

saturday: making those rounds with sophie, to pick up christmas presents from archimage. :] and then iceskating with her and nicole and probably everyone else.

sunday: christmas shopping with my mommy. and going to the asian market, where we are not allowed to punch eachother >.<

so how's your week?

-caterzzz

dear caty,
we're friends!! :] aint it great!? anywho we have a lovely sleepover friday and saturday. we hung out with layne who totally tried to rape me! and we found some songs we wrote a while ago! we totally need to make them into podcasts and put them on here haha. anywho you know all the stuff that went on between me and chandler but you dont know why i am single right now. it all started yesterday. i was telling you how i didnt really wanna go out with him and i didnt know what to do because we had just gotten back together. well, i do love him and i dont want us to stop talking or anything so i texted him asking if he would be mad if i said i wanted to be just friends with benefits. he asked if thats what i wanted to do and i said kinda. and luckily he agreed to it! its not just that i dont want to go out with him, but i dont wanna go out with anybody. i want to be a free spirit who can flirt and like any guy she wants! and i still have chandler there for stuff. so to me this is great! i told him we could probably go bacj out again sometime in the future when i want a boyfriend again. im not exactly sure if hes happy about this but i am. and im gonna try to stay really close with him because i dont want us to like stop being friends and stuff. yeah so thats the chandler story. and i guess thats really all i have to sayy. haha. oh well im going to start growing my pirate ship today when i go home around 6ish. okk peace out homie!! :D

-danerz.