dear caty,
im glad you havent had any anxiety but dont put too much on your plate. i could handle it while i was in high school. because high school was easy. and aaron and i were perfect. we had fights but we were all good.and my job was easy and i enjoyed it for the most part. but then i got drama with the boys, i started college, and dunkin was tuning into taco bell. and as much as i loved taco bell, it was nothing compared to how i loved dunkin for a while. and it ended up being too much for me to handle. i hope it all works out for you though. nate sounds nice. this might sound cliche and bitchy but try to keep him interested though. like i always did so much that when i was with aaron all we did was hang out and like watch tv and he never said anything to me but later on i found out he said things to other people. like what he said to desire. remember? i think youll be fine but you never know. just something to keep in mind. you dont have to learn from my experiences though because i know i dont learn from anyone elses but my own.
this whole time i wanted to go back to the old me. the old, happy me. the girl that was always cheerful and hyper and happy and always had a smile on her face. but life doesnt go backwards. it only moves forward. so ive got to move forward too. i keep saying im going to work on me but im just not motivated to do so. i need to cut out part of the world for now including internet and stuff. soo i wanna let you know now i might not be in contact very much for a little while. i kind of want to shut off my phone and my facebook and stuff just for a little while to really focus on myself. idk how well itll work or how long but i can try. blaaaah idk. i feel like i sound so depressing lol. im sorry. well ill let you get back to your life now.
ihy
dana
im glad you havent had any anxiety but dont put too much on your plate. i could handle it while i was in high school. because high school was easy. and aaron and i were perfect. we had fights but we were all good.and my job was easy and i enjoyed it for the most part. but then i got drama with the boys, i started college, and dunkin was tuning into taco bell. and as much as i loved taco bell, it was nothing compared to how i loved dunkin for a while. and it ended up being too much for me to handle. i hope it all works out for you though. nate sounds nice. this might sound cliche and bitchy but try to keep him interested though. like i always did so much that when i was with aaron all we did was hang out and like watch tv and he never said anything to me but later on i found out he said things to other people. like what he said to desire. remember? i think youll be fine but you never know. just something to keep in mind. you dont have to learn from my experiences though because i know i dont learn from anyone elses but my own.
this whole time i wanted to go back to the old me. the old, happy me. the girl that was always cheerful and hyper and happy and always had a smile on her face. but life doesnt go backwards. it only moves forward. so ive got to move forward too. i keep saying im going to work on me but im just not motivated to do so. i need to cut out part of the world for now including internet and stuff. soo i wanna let you know now i might not be in contact very much for a little while. i kind of want to shut off my phone and my facebook and stuff just for a little while to really focus on myself. idk how well itll work or how long but i can try. blaaaah idk. i feel like i sound so depressing lol. im sorry. well ill let you get back to your life now.
ihy
dana
