dear caty,

yes, old people do tend to forget things a lot haha. so good luck with all of that anyways.

and im glad that he at least apologized even if you're still not happy about it. i think the girlfriend/boyfriend and friends thing should be mutual. you spend time with only your girlfriend/boyfriend and you spend time with only your friends and you spend time with both. and you cant ditch one for the other. ditching friends is wrong and ditching your bf/gf is wrong as well.

now about john writing about us. jess told me that they had to do a writing thing in school and write a page about one of their friends. and i guess john said he wanted to write about one of his new friends caty or dana. but as you read im guessing, he couldnt because he knows nothing about either of us so that wouldnt get him very far.

in other news... zoe was being a stupid hooker this morning. somehow we brought up her and zak. (which is the kid she dated where she was a complete bitch to me) and i was like "yeah i just ignored you during that time" shes like "thats fine cuz you were being annoying." and im like wth i was just telling you that you were being stupid and guess what? i was right. and she was all well you didnt have to do it like that. and im like i was telling you what i knew and you didnt wanna listen and i was right. and she was just being ugh. and i love how she thinks shes smarter than me just because shes in IB. like im not gonna go on and on about how im smarter because in all truth idk if i am. i mean maybe i am, maybe im not. but the fact that shes in IB doesnt make  her smarter. shes all "yeah im in IB so im smarter cuz you're not" well i didnt apply to IB. if i wanted to i could be in it i just dont want to.

so anywhoo... im in art right now and i have nothing to do because we have a substitute teacher. so im writing to you. this whole thing so far took less than 10 minutes. blahh i dont know what to say now. i type fast. ohh i havnt said this in a while: i have to pee. i was thinking of getting a pass but then i decided to wait until my next class. cuz that'll be mega boring and stuff. haha.

ohh! so i almost got a referall today in chemistry because i "talked back". this is what happened. she was helping other people and we called her over like a million times and she never came over. she went from person to person and never to us. so we were talking. and then she told us to not talk. so i was lke "but you're not helping us so what are we just gonna sit here and do nothing? no we're gonna talk." and so after class she called me over and was all "i want you to be more respectful blah blahh"

yeahhh. i changed the font colorrr! whoo! how cool am i?! very! alrighty thenn. long letter. hehe. ok im leaving in 2 minutes so goodbyeee.

-dana

dear dana,

we're thinking of trying to talk to him again after school and maybe it'll jog his memory. he's an adult, so he probably forgot about it cuz he's so old.

and we got into a fight cuz he was ditching me for his friends...again, so we were yelling at eachother in the hallway. but i guess it's okay now, he apologized and admitted he was wrong. i'm still a bit mad though. and we would never fight over global warming. we're both on the same side. durr. :p

i hump you too.

and what was that thing about john writing about us about?

love,

caty :D

dear caty,
yupp. the entire school! you'll be forced to learn on the playground! how awesome would that be?! very! anywhooo... im sorry you didnt have your meeting todayy. it'll happen. and he'll love the idea soo much!
soo... why are you and steve fighting now? i swear you guys are like a married couple. watch you'll fight over global warming or something. hehe :]
i hump youu.

-dana

dear dana,

yes we're gonna dig up the ENTIRE school to make a playground. we didn't have our meeting with him today, sadly. hopefully soon though.

uhm...your house creeps me out cuz eric's there, so not your house. and idk if thursday's good for me. i usually don't know what's happening until atleast wednesday. so i'll let you know.

and as for steve helping me write the song....we're fighting. and i can't even talk to him, so it might be awhile before we're willing to work together on anything.

love,

caty

dear caty,
that sounds like a lovely idea! my house or yours? and this coming weekend im booked. oooh! i could come over thursday after school and sleep over till fridayy. does that work?
i saw that steve wants to help write the song! i think you should put cam's (11 year old black boy) rap verse into the song! itd be coool.
and gooooooood luck with mr. soler? hah idkkk. but i hope you guys get the ok to start digging up your school to make a playground! :]

-dana

dear dana,

well. best friend, when are you free next? we'll build a living room fort and eat icecream next time we have a slumber party. so maybe you can remember, or replace the memory. with a new one.

so i guess steve aka "scuba s." recruited himself to help me write you a song. aren't you glad you have friends like us?

also, wish me luck tomorrow when i meet with mr. soler.

love, caty

dear caty,
i dont remember... i dont remember at all. even with all the details you put into this, i dont remember. sorry :/ we should do it again so i remember! :]
i saw your status on facebook. but nooo i want the story andddd the song! because i looooove your writing! <3

dear dana,

you and i have, in fact, built a fort in the living room before. remember? we had one box in it, and fought over who got to sleep in it. and we ate panda paws, and i think had pulled pork. it was a really long time ago.

i'll just post about it on facebook, asking anyone to come help me write a song about you. and then i'll just delete your story, since you'd rather have the song obviously. :p

love,

caty

dear caty,
what you and steve did sounds like fun. if i had a boyfriend i wish we'd do something as cool as that. i love making forts in my living room. have i done that with you? cuz if i havnt then i should. its mega fun. and yeah you still never gave me that story haha. so a song would be nice! especially about me haha. id love it!

dear dana,

i'm guessing we had fun. that's cool. after you left, me and jess wandered around the house, lost, for a little bit. then we went to my house to watch the boondock saints. then jess left and steve came over for dinner, and we built a fort on the floor in my room and spent a few hours just laying in that and talking.

so, since there's no songs written about you, i'll write one about you. and then record and give it to you as a present. okay? since i still haven't given you your story for your birthday present.

-caty

dear caty,
guess who i saw yesterday and today?? YOU! i know its greatt. we went to a play and had fun and had a sleepover and had fun and went to your house and had fun and went back to jessicas and had fun and guess what?! we had fun! :]

ihy!

-dana

dear dana,

you suck and i hump you more. and guess what? i get to see youuuuuu tomorrow! i'm sooo excited. are you? cuz i am.

i bet i'm even more excited than you. cuz of course i am, cuz you can't get on my level.

:D

caty

dear caty,
ARGGGG! you are wronggg! i hump you the mostestest! and that is that! end of conversation. the end. goodbye. adios. farewell. done. see ya wouldnt wanna be ya. completo! lol itd be sooo stupid if we got into a fight over that and then wed be all "why are we fighting?" and then wed remember and be all "ohhh" hahaha.
so um im in my freshman computer class and we were doing this thing and my teacher said "whoever gets done first should standup and say 'first!'" haha and i got done first and he was all "say first!" so i said first. and then he was all "you should stand in the front of the room and do the victory dance because you came into this class halfway through the year and still got it done before anyone else. and i know everyones gonna say you're a sophomore but thats not an excuse.
soo i feel special! :]
ihy! more than you hump me! :]

-dana your bestest bestest bestie in the whole wide world ever.

dear dana,

NO! i hump you wayyy more. and anyone ever in the history of ever will vouche for that.

love, your bester bestest bestie, CATY. ME.

p.s. wouldn't it be funny if we got into a fight over this?...okay...not funny.

p.p.s. i'm eating cheesecake for breakfast.

p.p.p.s. hi :D

dear caty,
lying isnt nice! because we all know the truth is that i hump you the mostest! forever and always, always and forever. times infinity plus 2! so i think i win. so ha! *sneezes* i just sneezed :]
love, you're bestes bestie evAr dana!

dear dana,

i hump you more. always have. always will. times infinity. end of story.

love, caty. caterzzzloopydooble.

dear caty,
i hump you. always have, always will. forever and ever. the end.
love, me. danerbean. :]

dear caty,
i only said "happy" 7 times! gawshh. and that sounds good. im babysitting saturday night... so friday onto saturday would be good for me.
im trying to make these letters longer by adding random stuff i did that i could update you on... so heres my day. i woke up at 5am and took a shower. blah blahh then i went to the bus stop at 6:30. then i was on the bus and devin got on the commencement bus so i got to hang with him on the bus for a little bit. then i was in school and it was boring. then my mommy picked me up after school and we were gonna get my working permit paper thingy but we didnt have my physical so we couldnt. then my mommy bought my McDonalds. and it was yummy. and now im writing this to you. and in less than an hour im going to go babysit! :]
what did you do?

dear dana,
you must have used the word "happy" atleast twenty times there. and thank you. it's bugging me that i'm not happy, cuz it's just so not him to be the way he's being, and i don't wanna have to be the adult in this relationship and sit him down and say "can you stop being irresponsible, ridiculous, immature?" and ruin his fun.
i think you, me and jess need to have a bestie sleepover this weekend if everyone's available. i had plans with sophie, but i don't really want to follow through with them because i don't want to deal with her. i think it'd cheer me up to get out of the world of guys and just hang out with my besties for awhile.

-caty

dear caty,
im sorry you're not happy. i wish you were. i like it when you're happy. i really thought steve was good for you. i really thought you two were amazing together. i guess its because i only saw you guys together a few times. idk. it makes me sad that you guys arent happy... err... that you arent happy. im a very happy person... idk why... but seeing you unhappy makes me less happy. i think we should get a bunch of us girls together like you me jess and sophie and just have a girls weekend. have a slumber party and go on an adventure. and no boy talk at all! sound like fun? i hope if we do it, it'll cheer you up a bit. i hump you!

-dana

dear dana,
i know hanging out with dillon probably wouldn't be the best idea. but it's stupid to go on pretending we're not close.
and i realized something today...i'm not happy with steve. i don't know if it's that i'm not happy with him, or just not happy in general. but i'm not happy. i'm not even mad at him for anything. it's just this constant state of being the only one trying. it's getting fed up with his lack of responsibility, and his douchebag friends, and his "we won't get to see eachother much" speech. he made it, and then proceeded to skip the first day of tennis AND masterminds today, to go play pool at javas with his friends. and his brother's getting him fucking sex toys for his birthday. he's starting to be a completely different person now.
so, if i'm not happy with him, and i could ruin the already-bad relationship if i see dillon...what is there to lose? shitty way to look at it, but either way i'm unhappy.
also, you always like some new black boy :p but good luck with him.

-caty

dear caty,
i have the same problem as you. i need to keep myself busy or ill go crazy. like in the summer, when i wasnt in summer school, i was almost always with either mel or zoe. and after summer school i spent like a week with zoe and then a week with lauren and stuff. and over february break this year i was like over booked. i cant not do something or ill die.
im not sure what to say about the dillon thing. i dont think you two hanging out would be a good idea because it could lead to 1 of 3 things. 1)you guys doing something you'll regret(kiss, make out, anything sexual) 2)you guys doing something that turns out bad so its awkward for you two and it could hurt you both or 3)everything will be fine and you'll hang out like two normal friends. but theres 33% chance of that. idk. i dont think its a very good idea.
so remember that aaron kid i told you about? i think i like him. hes pretty... and funny... and easy to flirt with. the only person i told is zoe. he has a girlfriend so id rather not having anyone else know. i kinda like being single but it'd be nice to have a boyfriend. i liked the feeling of that when me and chandler were steady for the times that were at least a month. yeahhh... so thats allll.

-dana

dear dana,
the only issue i have with not seeing steve other than in school is that i have to keep myself busy. i'm doing a good job of that this week though. today, i've got gsa. tomorrow, me and sophs are going to wegmans and getting onion rings. we're on a mission to find the best in rochester. wednesday, i'm finally getting to spend time with steve. thursday,
well...thursday i might be hanging out with dillon. i'm not sure if i want to, or if i really...should, you know. he's been weird lately. he's not like himself. he's actually being a bit like chandler. kind of needy, nervous all the time. it's bugging me cuz i can tell there's something going on with him, and he's mostly...coming to me with it, and i don't know how to handle it. >.< i don't know. it's kinda messing with me. not the way dillon usually does. in that "he's ruining my life and collapsing my brain" way. moreso in the "what's wrong with him" worried way.
anyway....i'm keeping myself busy so that i don't freak out from being away from steve for too long.

-caty

p.s. i'm writing this in my study hall. i'm listening to 3oh!3 with jarrvis's headphones.

dear caty,
oh. i thought you meant hed be gone for 2 weeks. haha. so its not thatttt bad. and its good that your not getting mad at people as much or whatevs. i try not to get mad at people too.
so yesterday i didnt do my chores which was laundry so me and my mommy agreed that id do it today. but she told eric to do laundry cuz she thought i did the dishes... but i didnt. so then she was yelling at me to do the dishes and im like no cuz my chore was laundry not dishes. so she took my phone and blah blah blah she was being stupid and everything and blah blah but then she gave it back at like 9pm lol. shes stupid :p
weekends are so boring when theres nothing to do.

-dana

dear dana,
i'll be seeing steve, of course. we have school and stuff. but he's gone this weekend. and he's gone next weekend. and every day of the week he has tennis now, starting monday. but i guess we're gonna hang out wednesday but i won't count on it. so i'll see him, just only in school, and only for 45 minutes a day.
and i haven't been pissed off much this week. i'm trying to keep my mind occupied so i don't get mad at people. i still do it, of course. cuz people are still annoying. and now i have to find something to keep me busy for tonight and tomorrow so that i don't think and freak out about not seeing steve. cuz i don't fare well when i go even a day without seeing him.

-caty

dear caty,
YES aaron is my new black friend! and i love him! hahah.
and im sorry about autumn. i hope things work out for her. from what i've heard from you she seems so troubled... but when i met her in summer school she didnt seem like that at all.
and its good that you've been decent and not bad or horrible or terrible or anything else haha. i understand the "stfu all of you" feeling. i dont get it that much but when someone pisses me off i do. you and steve can work through 2 weeks of not seeing eachother. will you be able to call or write or anything? cuz that'd make it easier. and if not maybe you could write him letters! and then keep them. and give them to him when you see him again... or you could just keep them haha. but yeah i think that'd be a cute thing to do. like write to him when hes not there. ya know?
anywho... im home alone... but i think alan just pulled into the driveway. idk. ohh and notice i didnt talk about peeing or anything... until right now... but this doesnt actually count! kay bye :]

-dana

p.s. nvm it was my mommy that came home. not alan haha

dear dana,
awwww. is aaron your new black friend? :p
and i'm sorry. -ahem- how i've been is....
decent. some days i have really good days. some days i'm just like "shut the fuck up. all of youuu." i'm annoyed at a few people, and i've been worrying about autumn(she's in a shelter cuz she couldn't live with her mom and she doesn't have any clothes or anything. ]:) but i'm doing really well in school. they're putting me in AP world history next year. which'll be my first AP class, obvz. :D and me and steve are doing well right now. but idk how long that'll last. cuz we're not gonna see eachother really for about 2 weeks or so starting saturday :[ so we'll see what happens.
and how are YOU?!

-caty

dear caty,
hahaha i didnt even realize that! its not my fault that i always have to pee! gawshhh.
anywhooo... hehehe ill whisper so sophie cant see. *whispers* im gonna get her a bowl of rice *stops whispering* isnt that awesome!? lmaooo. ...i was kidding b-t-dubbs... if you didnt know that. hahah. and the "iou sex" thingy makes me giggle! lmao its like him-"hey babe..." *hands coupon* you-"now?!" lol you'll be in like some random ass place :p
hehe so yayyy! i gets my birffday present when i see you! like a month late! :] haha. b-t-dubbs, you never answered my "how have you been" question.
so um theres this 9th grader black kid in IB and his name is aaron and i thought he was like just a ghetto black kid who just happens to be smart... but hes not! haha i now classify the black IB boys as "nerdy gangsters" lmao because they act soo like lame and white ish but then ghetto too... like idk. aaron is wayy more crazy silly funny type than i thought. haha and i sit by him in my computer class. its awesome!

-dana

dear dana,
see, i told you that you always talk about peeing. what were you just talking about? I DON'T WANNA KNOW ABOUT YOUR URINATION! jesus.
and i can't tell you what i'm getting sophie for her birthday cuz i know she reads this(AHEM). but for steve's, i'm giving him a mix cd, these "IOU sex" coupon things that are really cute, and i'm baking him cookies. i'm giving them to him on friday, because he's not gonna be here all weekend, cuz of a church thing he has to go to.
and also, i typed your story so next time i see you, i'll print it out and give it to you. and then you can finally get your birthday present! :D



-caty

dear caty,
im sorry i havnt writen back in soo long. ive driven a total of 2 times! haha. my mommy had me go on the streets and so i was going on like my street and rocket and stuff and then she was like "go on bay" and i was like "omg no! im not ready yet!" haha but i did and i didnt crash! my mom was like freaking out at every little thing i did though. like i cant turn left very well and she was all "omg what are you doing?!" haha it was fun.
last night i cleaned my room :] so its all nice and clean now haha. it took like hours to do. because i get distracted by every little thing i find and yeahh.
so im in my freshman computer class right now and i really have to pee. zoe and brian and delmar were trying to do and say things that will make me have to pee more but it didnt work haha. zoe was like "dana, veronica keeps pressing the 'P' button" lmao.
anywho... how have you been? better? i hope. sophie and steves birthdays are coming up. what are you gonna get them? if anything haha.

-dana