Danerbean+Katertot: BFFs

dear dana,
i know hanging out with dillon probably wouldn't be the best idea. but it's stupid to go on pretending we're not close.
and i realized something today...i'm not happy with steve. i don't know if it's that i'm not happy with him, or just not happy in general. but i'm not happy. i'm not even mad at him for anything. it's just this constant state of being the only one trying. it's getting fed up with his lack of responsibility, and his douchebag friends, and his "we won't get to see eachother much" speech. he made it, and then proceeded to skip the first day of tennis AND masterminds today, to go play pool at javas with his friends. and his brother's getting him fucking sex toys for his birthday. he's starting to be a completely different person now.
so, if i'm not happy with him, and i could ruin the already-bad relationship if i see dillon...what is there to lose? shitty way to look at it, but either way i'm unhappy.
also, you always like some new black boy :p but good luck with him.

-caty