Wednesday, September 26, 2012

dear dumb whore,
of course i forgive you. i wasn't exactly mad at you. i just had an opinion, and was thinking back to when we were younger and i'd actually tell someone my opinion and everyone thought i was a bitch. i spend so much time now biting my tongue to avoid that bitch label, and as much as i'm over the drama that being a bitch usually causes, i still think people need to be put in their place sometimes. i knew you'd come to me when you were ready, but i had to put you in your place for being a crap friend.
anyway, your long letter was lovely and nicely written. i'm glad school's going well for you. the whole dunkin donuts thing is crazy. who didn't quit or get fired? i'm proud of you for walking out. it's not mature, but quitting a job like that is something everyone should probably do once.
i'm also glad you're just going to be single for awhile. you got so confused and conflicted being torn between two guys. it's better for you to just take some you-time and enjoy college and enjoy having free time until you get a new job. that's all really good, and i'm sure you know that you have to enjoy it while it lasts.
as for me...for once, i've been in school almost a month and i haven't gotten any bad anxiety yet. i think it's mostly because i don't have enough free time to be anxious or depressed. i'm getting pretty burnt out but i make $140 this week and $165 next week. i don't know how you held a job and school and a boyfriend for so long. nate's been suffering because i'm so tired and burnt out. even when we're together, i take naps in his lap most of the time. but he did buy me icecream and chocolate last week so i think he's trying to make me feel better. he's a nice kid i guess. not much else has been going on. just me being tired haha.
love,
caty

No comments:

Post a Comment

Note: Only a member of this blog may post a comment.