Danerbean+Katertot: BFFs

Dear Dana,
I think it's done. He wouldn't even listen to me when I tried to tell him how unhappy I am. He didn't even care. I tried to explain that I was miserable and why wasn't he trying to fix it. He signed off on me. He just....wouldn't deal with it.
I think that's what's the worst. He doesn't care anymore. When he used to upset me, he tried to make it better. He didn't do what I wanted, but he tried sweet-talking me and didn't want me to cry. Now, he just doesn't care. He just stopped caring. And it's killing me.
I feel horrible. I can barely see through the tears. I can barely breathe because my nose is so stuffed up. You know I had guy issues before? Well, this is different. And now if someone ever asks me if heartbreak is as bad as it sounds, I can say it's worse and know what I'm talking about.
I don't know what to do now. I can't stop crying. I can't stop thinking about it. And thinking about it just makes it hurt worse. Which makes me cry harder, and the more I cry the more I remember why I'm crying which makes it hurt worse. It's like a neverending circle. And I don't know when it will ever end. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up until it doesn't hurt anymore, ya know?

Pathetically yours,
Caty.

EDIT: Dear Dana,
You may ignore the contents of this entire letter.