this weekend i'll be spending time with both of my bestest friends. on saturday, i'm having a picnic with sophie. there will be an hour or half an hour in there that i'll be with her and zoe though. which is okay, though. now that zoe isn't with nasty pedophilic trevor, she's not so horrible. then on sunday, you will be joining us! and then you're sleeping over sunday night because you don't have school on monday. but, i probably will.
"you'll have school?!"
yes, dana. i'll have school. i have to study for finals so i can pass. oh, by the way. i found these sights that show you the entire layout of the tests. would you like help cheating or are you such a genius you know you've got the tests in the bag?
yesterday was wednesday. you and me went to the mall because we're cool like that. i swore i wasn't going to spend any money. i came home with $1.27 or so. yeah, i suck with money.
so, i've had a good week. i've barely thought about dillon at all. i think i've officially stopped the stupid long letter to him....
it sucks. i've managed to block him out of my mind, but anytime he's online, i still wish he'd talk to me. and i know he won't...ever. i know he doesn't care. he's made it very obvious. but i hate it and it sucks.
i think i might tie up some loose ends. i might go see trevor. i know i have some unfinished business there and some things that need to be said and i need to get out there and say it so he can go to iraq and blow shit up and i can forget he was ever in my life-- actually, i can't forget he was ever in my life. i promised him once that i wouldn't. so now i can't. i'm not allowed to and i'm incapable.
anyways.....
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