Danerbean+Katertot: BFFs

dear caty,
caty, you keep saying you think i dont understand. i do! i mean i dont have to go through what your going through to understand it fully. ive been hurt before multiple times. i know what it feels like to have your heart crushed. but caty seriously you thought a teenage relationship would last forever? im sorry but they hardly ever do. thats why i dont expect my boyfriends to last forever. but to tell you the truth i thought chandler could be the one for me. im more comfortable around him then any other guy. he knows the most about me. and we understand eachother. but his flaws just tears it all apart. and i know i have flaws too but i just cant be with him if hes constantly annoying me. itd be like my mom and alan. and i dont want to be in a relationship like that. i plan out my future generally. ill add the details in later when i get there. this is my life planned out. graduate high school, go to college, get an apartment, get a pet cat, graduate college, get a career, get married, have at least one child, and have a good life. i dont know if my husbands gonna be black or white or skinny or fat. i dont know if my childs gonna be adopted or not. i dont know what my career is gonna be. i dont know where im gonna live. those things will fall into place as my life goes on. you shouldnt plan your whole life right now when your 15 years old. because then if something goes wrong then you might have to start all over. ok we're two completely different people. i knew that already. i get that. i dont even know what else to say. your doing whatever it is your doing with your life now and we may not be friends. well i dont want to be friends with someone whos thinking in they're head "well im doing this with my life... can i squeeze this person in to be a friend? would they fit with this?" if your doing that then i dont want to be your friend. dont get me wrong, i liked being your friend and all, but i dont know how its gonna work.