Danerbean+Katertot: BFFs

dear dana,
i don't know if we're not friends. or if we are. i'm just trying to figure shit out. i mean, i had my entire life planned out. and dillon was 95% of that. so i have 5% of my future left, and that isn't good enough for me. and i can't have people in my way of that.
like i said, you and me are different kinds of people. so you know what i'm going through, yes. but i don't think you really understand what i'm going through, or the toll it's taking on me.
nothing ever should have been about chandler, but i don't like seeing people like that. and i know you care about chandler. so do i. he gets over most stuff quickly. but how often do we see him so upset he's cursing and crying? not often, so obviously it took a toll on him.
so i don't know if we're friends right now. i'll figure it out soon enough. but it might be no, because i'm putting a plan into action soon and i don't want to get people wrapped up into it.