Danerbean+Katertot: BFFs

dear dana,
it's not that i'm trying to see if i can "squeeze you into my life." it's completely different than that. one way or another, by next september i'm getting the hell out of here. and i don't know if i should keep the relationships i have going.
and i never said you don't understand at all. i just said you don't understand what i'm going through, personally. i have to have a plan. a specific goal to work towards or else i'll end up like my brother, deciding what i want to do on a whim. and dillon ended up being a huge part of that plan. and it's killing me because i've had alot of teenage relationships, and dillon was different for me. so now, it's not worth it for me to date. and overall, this shit just doesn't matter. i just want to get the hell out of rochester as soon as possible. which brings me back to deciding whether or not i want to continue our friendship. because when we're friends, we have fun together. but we fight constantly and that really isn't good for either of us.