Danerbean+Katertot: BFFs

dear caty,
i hump you. and when i knew zoe for the past 3 years i never would have expected her to be like this. its really ever sense she dated zak that shes changed. it makes me feel like a loser when a ton of people i know are doing this and that but im not just gonna do it to be the same. because thats stupid.
and im gonna message delmar on facebook asking what they said to him and does he believe it and stuff like that. im not a good talker in person. and i do like a bunch of guys... but its because i want to have a lot of feelings for someone. i want a relationship that will last a long time. but i dont have a clue who it'd be with. so if i happen to get a crush on a guy i try to see if it'll turn into anything. obviously nothing has so far except chandler who wasnt even that long termed. and i actually thought my relationship with your brother would have lasted longer but i was wrong.
and zoe isnt a lesbian... yet. shes straight. but she said she'd have a 3 some with amanda and someone else. but that doesnt make her a lesbian... idk. maybe if she gets no boyfriends she'll turn into one.
and i was watching degrassi, a new-er one. where emma is in college and she smoked pot and one of her friends passed out from it and was in the hospital. like i dont wanna end up like that. it isnt good for anyone.