Danerbean+Katertot: BFFs

dear dana,

i'm sorry i haven't written in awhile. and i'm writing this in a hurry because it's right before i need to leave for school.

to update you on my life, let me tell you that i talked to dillon last night. like...really talked to him. sometimes we talk, but they're brief. and last night, i spent over an hour on the phone with him. there were some tears--from both of us, if you can believe it. and a lot of confessing. and...it actually made me feel better. i've been dealing with the weight of dillon for a year and a half, and i don't think it's completely gone, but he made me realize something last night: when we had our thing going on, we were both in really bad places. it took me till now, to look back at myself a year ago and realize it. i was a mess. i had yet to pull my shit together and stop doing whatever it was i was doing, or start doing what i should have been doing.

and that's an epiphany! i. was. a. fucking. mess. and now, i'm not. partially thanks to him, in fact. so...idk. i just thought i needed to share that with someone. write it down, before the epiphany flew out of my head.

-caty