Danerbean+Katertot: BFFs

dear dana,

you shouldn't feel like a loser. that's why i wanted to make those hoodies for you me and jess. remember the above the influence ones? cuz there's the commercial, where the guys got this huge mountain of t-shirts on and they all say things on them, like...well, i don't remember now. but the last one just said something like "free." and he put his hoodie on and put the hood up and it had the arrow in a circle symbol on the back of it. and i wanted to make us those hoodies. i think i will. because with all the stuff we're starting to be surrounded by more and more, we need the reminder i think. wow, that was a huge rambling. anyway, i'm sorry about what's going down with zoe. it sucks :/

that makes sense that you try to pursue everyone atleast a little bit to make sure that you don't miss out on an opportunity. so good luck with delmar, but if it doesn't work out, don't worry. you'll find someone good for you eventually. i think i've either been a lot luckier in love than most people, or i just fall for people harder than most people. cuz i've had three serious relationships, and that's a lot for kids our age. so...not that i like hearing good things about my brother cuz ya know...he's my brother, but what did you see in him?

i hope for your sake that zoe is straight :p and yeah, i saw that one. but that wasn't necessarily from the pot she smoked, the pot just made her forget to take her insulin or something like that cuz she was so out of it. but i know what you mean none the less. and i addressed that up there. ^^^

so on to caty (ahhh, being conceited rocks.) i'm having steve issues again :/ actually, the same steve issues. where he doesn't spend enough time with me and i'm so dependent on him that it tears me up and makes me fall apart. and he's started blowing me off, except i can't even call it that cuz he makes vague half-plans like "i'll try to come over tomorrow night and stay the night" or "maybe i'll have my parents drop me off after my tennis match" and then never comes over. and....ughhh. it's driving me insane. i know i need to talk to him, but i'm bad at confronting him. do you think there's any other way i could handle this?

-caty