Danerbean+Katertot: BFFs

dear caty,

its been a long time since we've posted on here. i miss it. i just went through, over the past 3 nights, and have reread every single one of these. we have gone through a lot! haha and i remember it all like it was yesterday. we were 14 when we first started this. thats 4 years ago! and we stopped more than 2 years ago. it doesnt feel like it to me. so i wanted to write you because i miss you, i miss us, and i need my best friend to confide in. you honestly understand me a lot more than anyone else. so heres a little info about my life recently, if you care..

sooo as you know i cheated on aaron with keaven, the boy i work with. soo i actually developed feelings for this kid and i tried so hard not to so i could save things with aaron and i. it didnt work though. i could not get him out of my head and i decided what i wanted was to try things with him. i dont know if thats a good decision or not but i wont know until later in life. but reading all of our letters helped me a little. we've both had some major feelings for guys in our pasts and we like dont even talk to them a lot anymore. one thing that kept me with aaron was that i lost my virginity to him. but you did with steve and you arent with him anymore. sometimes things just take a different road that you werent expecting. i do love aaron but ever since i kissed keaven ive changed. i havent been as lovey and needy towards aaron as i used to be. itsnot something i wanted, it just happened. so i let it. so tonight i told aaron that i cant just give up keaven and he dumped me, again. and im okay with that. i feel bad for stringing him on for like the past month but now i think ive got this figured out. for now at least. 

im sorry for rambling on about my issues when you probably have many of your own to worry about. i wish  we could start this up again so even if we are distant we'll stay in touch. soo anyways... tell me about your life and gma and the dogs and nate? lol and school and how your summers going and everything. i want a hugeeee update! alrighty ihy! <3 div="div">

-dana